Elizabeth and I saunter down 66th in the heat of the day, talking about Disney movies.
"You ever see Balto?" I ask.
"Like a million times," She flails. "He's at our museum!"
I'd seen him there before.
On
a basic level, I empathize with Balto because, like a half-wolf and half-dog
that finds it difficult to fully identify with either half of his heritage, so
much of how I understand the world comes from my sense-of-self as a person of
two places.
My
mom was the first of her eight siblings to go to college, and she worked her
way through as a totally financially independent woman. But we come from a
place deep in Louisiana that doesn’t value education the same way that the rest
of my immediate family does. I love my huge extended family, but my
upper-class, predominantly white, suburban prep-school education often makes me
feel estranged from them. Simultaneously, I will never completely feel at home
with my cousins as they race each other on tractors in the southern heat.
But
this dual nature, I’d like to think, gives me a unique perspective in the
world, much like it did for Balto. He saved hundreds of children once he was
able to marry the two parts of himself. I think, if I could do that, I could do
good in the world too.
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